Pray that ‘you’d’ find me..
“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you.
When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful.
There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again.
Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do.
Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
Written by : Bob Marley
Special to all my sisters and brothers, wherever you are. i mean these writting from Bob Marley.
Another randomness from my thought. Well, just had really bad mood today. Really bad, even my head feels explode, and awfully in pain. My eyes are sore. My belly really had a bad cramp. And you know, I’m crying. Haha. I couldnt hold it anymore. Then my teacher said, read “Laa Haula wala Quwwata ila Billah” you will get better somehow. And yeah, it did. But still, the tears won’t stop. Haha. Perhaps I hold this for too long, even my hair falls so much wkwkwk. My thought was imagining I had cancer, Nau’udzubillah min dzalik. No No. I just need time to relax and forget all the things in my world.
You know what? Allah will not test His slave more than we can handle, right? So.. Let’s move on. *talktomyself* Okay. This is my bad day, ever. Haha. But okay, “Hei soul, remember this ” And march forth in the way (which leads) forgiveness from your Lord, and for Paradise as wide as are the heavens and the earth, preprared for Al-Muttaqoon (the pious). Those who spend (in Allahs cause -deeds of charity, alms, etc) in prosperity and in adversity, who repress anger, and who pardon men, verily, Allah loves Al-Muhsinoon (the goddoers). (Ali-Imran 133-134) “
So, Laa taghdhab ! Ishbir.. Ishbir.. Ishbir.. 🙂
And, i was wondering, what are they thinking about your brother in Islam? What do you mean by brother in Islam? Someone who shares the same blood? Someone who is in the same party? the same group? the same troop? the same idea?
If you think like that, I think, you have something weird in your brain. Do you check it to doctor? xixixixi .. Please check your brain and your HEART to doctor. Maybe you have to ‘wash’ your heart by detergent.. Hehehe (Don’t worry i say it to my self as well).
From my opinion, what you called brother in Islam are all the Muslims in the world is your brother ! Noted ! though we have different race, culture, idea, and so many differences. But, we have one goal, that is Allah. Is that all you’re looking for, right? You seek for Allah, nothing else. And, what do you feel when your brother killed? Or your brother sick? How do you feel? Nothing?
I was wondering, what were people in Egypt (who had killed their brother) thinking when they killed them? Remember when Rasulullah said “Those who keep the blood of an infidel then he betrayed him, then I am innocent of the killer even though he was a Muslim.”. See, Muhammad said that even to kafeer person, and what about your brother in Islam, who is Muslim? Astaghfirullah.
Indeed, the world is come to an end soon. My sister said, we are the human of the end world. Hmm..
But I can’t judge them wrong or something, i just can not believe it.
So, let’s pray for all our brother and sister in Islam in the whole world, though we dont know each other. Remember them in every prayer. Mention them for always blessed by Allah,. Aamin.. Pray for Egypt, Syria, Palestine, and all muslims in the world, for our leader, ‘amir..
Ramadhan will leave us soon.. Take your time, in this last days of Ramadhan. Make some wishes 🙂
Allaahumma innaka ‘afuwwun tuhibb al-‘afwa fa’affu ‘anni ..
22 Ramadhan 1434 H, 30 July 2013