Enfin Seuls

Highway run into the midnight sun
Wheels go ’round and ’round, you’re on my mind
Restless hearts sleep alone tonight
They say that the road ain’t no place to start a family

Right down the line it’s been you and me

And bein’ apart ain’t easy on this love affair

I see you there, under the tree, with the white snow on the background. Waiting for another distance of decision. You the one who always build the wall outside your soul. Always wonder why. As if they know how hard you try to express, try to describe, how hard to be you. Sometimes, you say, you want to be someone else that different from you. Someone else that everybody loves. Sometimes, you faked your beautiful smile and you try so hard to be happy. You think that you can disguise yourself such a happy person.

One day you asked me, “Is there any tools how to read someone’s mind, without they realized it?”. I am quite shocked by your question. And I didn’t know to answer it. I said, “by long interaction is perhaps”. You said, I was wrong. You think that because you parents, your siblings, your friends, even the one that said like you never try to understand you, to look at you.

I never know to be someone like you. And I don’t know how to help you from your silence stress. I am always wondering whenever you sing your favourite song, how can I help you?

So many things to do and say. But I can’t seem. To find my way, but I wanna know how. I know I’m meant for something else. But first I gotta find myself, but I don’t know how. 

Oh, why do I reach for the stars. When I don’t have wings to carry me that far?
I gotta have roots before branches. To know who I am, before I know who I wanna be And faith to take chances. To live like I see a place in this world for me. 

Hey, sometimes I don’t wanna feel And forget the pain is real
Put my head in the clouds
Oh, start to run and then I fall
Thinkin’ I can’t get it all, without my feet on the ground
There’s always a seed before there’s a rose
The more that it rains, the more I will grow

Whatever comes,I know how to take it
Learn to be strong, I won’t have to fake it
Oh, you’re understanding. Oh, but when we can come.
And do what’s best. Blow me North and South, East and West. But I’ll still be standing
I’m standing, if I have roots before branches
To know who I am, before I know who I’m gonna be And faith, oh to take chances

Cimahi, October, 28th 2014

nepea lagi! Oke sipp…


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